More Decisions

I just got a reality check from someone I haven't spoken to in quite a while.

Is there really more to life than just studies? Sure, but then there's the problem of me being completely selfish and irresponsible. I just cringe away from any sort of commitment I'm supposed to make - even the responsibility of making a decision scares me. I guess I'll just have to take the advice and wait for Him to tell me what to do. The only thing is, I'm too lazy right now to look out for that sign. It could be sitting right in front of me, with this big flashing arrow pointing out the right direction, but I'm simply too preoccupied and self-obsessed to take any notice.

Whatever happened to stop and smell the flowers? That whole era has gone; now it's all about the paper chase. I actually have to run just to keep up. Time to wake up and let that castle in the air dissipate - no one's coming to my rescue.

I'm still new at this whole "let Him decide for you" and "see what happens" thing, though. It's a little strange, considering I've never been very religious, but I guess that's just the way it goes.. It's the only thing I can do, after all, since I can't make my own decisions.